Automatic Monkey said:
My most satisfying nights are the ones where I'm up a few thousand, then down a few thousand, then up, and when I finally leave the casino I'm a little bit up, but it feels like losing because of the huge upswing I gave back.
But then I do the math, and I actually made twice my session EV! That puts this all in perspective- and demonstrates how the emotions we fell when winning or losing are absolutely incompatible with the mathematical reality.
i know your right but this hotshot AP's math is hard to compute on a gut level with all that long range prognastication.
like:
$2000.00 - $4000.00 = -$2000.00
then
-$2000.00 + $4000.00 = $2000.00
then $2000.00 - some amount = up a little.
where
up a little > 2EV . all that in the here and now.
and some how cause your playing with an advantage that means in the future (Y # hands or so) you get your $2000.00 back once EV x Y ~ $2000.00 and maybe on top of that you've still got that 2EV.
so but yeah our emotions really aren't compatible with that sort of mathematical reality. at least not most peoples. related to this it's interesting that some who claim to know such things say that the brain can disagree so heavily with the body that there is a sort of state of continous warfare for individuals undergoing such irrational stress. an accumulated physical fatique from the neurobiological effect of exposure to many continouous losses. the idea being that losses go to your emotional brain, bypassing your higher cortical structures and slowly affecting the hippocampus and weakening memory. the hippocampus is the structure where memory is supposedly controlled. it is the most plastic part of the brain; it is also the part that is assumed to absorb all the damage from repeated insults like the chronic stress we experience daily from small doses of negative feelings-- as opposed to the invigorating "good stress" of more primordial events. the idea being you can rationalize all you want; the hippocampus takes the insult of chronic stress seriously, incurring irreversible atrophy. contrary to popular belief, these small, seemingly harmless stressors do not strengthen you; they can amputate part of your self.
so i guess the moral is don't worry be happy :joker:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjnvSQuv-H4