First, I am not the Mayor, but if I get a few more promotions I will be ;>
I guess my short term memory was more effected by my tretment than i thought.LOL
In my case it was more through providence than any reasonable medical advice that I took the step of freezing 20 solid vials of seed before I started my chemo treatment. Good thing too because while they say my fertility may return, it is not there now. So, I am enjoying shooting blanks in the meantime but, do intend to have kids under the right circumstnces.
#I was 12 and the thought never crossed my mind, although I was shooting hot lead at that age. Almost anyone can father a child, but there is so much more to being a great Dad and a positive influence on your children. I think you have what it takes ;>
I do see the providence of G-d more personally and closer in events in my life.
#He has ways of getting our attention at times doesn't He?
Other than that I think I have a lot more patience for certain things now like time with family, friends , being in nature, birdwatching, sketching and seeing the essence, reality and beauty of the world and my faith - Jewish. Oh yes and even endless hours of blackjack.
On the other hand a total intolerance of fools, superficialities, toxic relationships, BS, deceit, mundane and petty things, ignorance.
#Time is in short supply, and I think it tends to focus you on advantage play and not so much on just playing with your time and energy to no good end.
In my practice I am much more selective about projects that I take on. I am no longer driven by the income exclusively or by the need to establish myself professionally to support my sense of my identity. I actually did some of my most creative work in residential design while under the influence. So, now I accept only the projects and clients that have the potential of becoming satisfying and expressive projects. This has served to give me a exclusive professional image so that I am atracting more appreciative clients.
#Are you an architect or a draftsman? Hemmingway spewed forth some of his more advanced prose when he was virtually hammered. That should tell you more about his readers than about him! ;> I can tell you know that after a rye and coke I am a better blackjack player. The rye calms my nerves, helps me with my betting, and the caffiene speeds me up, helping out my counting. It is also good cover since many counters can't drink and count.
I am looking forward to a strong finish of this extended life.
#Do not go quietly into that cold dark night ;> When I finish I'll turn my afterburners on and go for Mach IV