Bad streak
It's a bad streak and I've been done all the normal things: practice, analyze my play, practice, look at the particular conditions of the really bad losses, practice, reread some of my favorite books for inspiration, practice...you get the picture.
Funny thing is, I seem to have discovered a particular pattern to the devastation. Much of it involves a single dealer who gives 5/6 or better penetration. I began to suspect a little overbetting on my part at the end of the deep shoe (damn unbalanced count) and I made an adjustment or two in my play. I began inching back up until March when an otherwise pleasant dealer at Caesar's beat the crap out of me in one nightmarish weekend.
So...there might be a silver lining after all. At my absolute worst point, I was 915 units down from my all time high. But May was better and so far June looks good. July will see me back in Vegas for a little revenge on Rome. (God, I look forward to the food!) And to top it off, I might have learned something from all this flogging.
Best,
ZOD