huh, maybe your right, but if i said something to make it seem like i was seeking a lucky windfall then i was lost within my murky mind or it was part of this ever evolving voodooism that i've been fooling with. (voodooism meant only as a term meaning unproven methods other than orthodox AP, not some mystic sort of thing). but looking back i guess i have expressed interests in profiting from standard deviation, ect.
so let me grow a little right here right now and refine this stuff a bit.
point being, the idea of 'seeking a lucky windfall' isn't the goal at all (it would be nice but not too likely) as far as what my rants are about. more so i'd rather put it, having a more cognizant attitude toward the fact that luck happens, and additionally exploring and tinkering around with the manifestations of luck in ways that may transform into advantage (that non-maths non-rigorous street smart sort of advantage) or protection from risk.
mainly my goal is survive above all else and hopefully come out ahead while having fun without having to undergo what for me are unpleasant rigors of counting. that's why i try and fuzzy count, fuzzy bet, fuzzy play where i try and mimic what an ideal counter would do. an analogy might be a basketball player practicing free throw shots trying to approach the accuracy of a robot that can hit that shwish everytime. i practice on my computer, a lot, a real lot. trying to make a skill of it.
i guess doing that sort of thing and then reading that Black Swan book where i became interested in luck, it just sort of came natural to look at manifestations of luck in relation to the results a perfect counter could expect to attain. then when i got Kasi's spread sheet and saw how you can precisely identify degrees of expectation and standard deviation for number of rounds played it got me thinking about ways of foolin around with luck lol.
and you played a part as well by being willing to discuss this stuff with me and that story you told (which i've oft refered to
http://www.blackjackinfo.com/bb/showpost.php?p=99031&postcount=1) :devil::whip:
lemme give an example of what i've been doing lately. maybe it's a bit idealized from really what i've been doing but a little poetic license never hurt anyone.
i sit down at a table, wait till a fresh shoe is ready. i just fuzzy count and start out flat betting, if in my fuzzy appraisal of the count i think it's time i bet up trying to mimic the ramp and spread of a perfect counter. say i get ahead right off the bat maybe two units, three or four even. and however i did it, fuzzy counting, basic strategy flat betting or maybe a fuzzy bet. what ever if i'm up two, three, four units or so and i think that count is anything but positive, then i bail. to me, i figure this shoe is likely crap, a losing prospect. it's gonna be crap circa 70% of the time in the long run. but maybe it took me 15 minutes, maybe an hour (i really don't care, its fun for me) and i made two, three, four units what ever. and part of this is for me i usually haven't an interest in spending more than three hours playing for any given trip. so hey the games i play, a perfect counter making the spread i use is only gonna expect to make four units anyway in three hours. so maybe i go home, maybe i stay and try another shoe, same deal until i want to go home.
and then there is unfortunately the flip side of the coin. those loser streaks, even when your orthodox counting. this is tricky (for me), i've discovered a chink in my armor of psychology. if i get behind, i've discovered that in my fevor to get out of the hole i'll start trying to get in as many hands as i can (not bad, good actually if your paying with an advantage) but my problem is trying to do that play all. not good, cause your playing through so much negative count crap it a'int funny. so, i've become a reformed player in that regard, i'll try a shoe maybe orthodox counting or maybe still using the fuzzy stuff, but win or loss if that shoe is negative i'm bailing out. to heck with it if it takes twenty minutes or what ever to get another seat and another shot at getting out of the hole. i've become a heavy duty wong out sort of player.
long as you give a shoe the right chance to have a positive count prospect then getting out of dodge is a good thing when the time is right (aka. Schlesinger Blackjack Attack chapt. 13 sort of thing). and heck even once in a great while i might wong in on a shoe. and yes because of my fuzzy approach i might be messing up some, missing some positive shoes or parts of a shoe. but heck it can't be all that often when you figure long run 70% of what is presented is disadvantageous.
but i guess the controversial part of all this (besides the fuzzy stuff lmao, dam i'm a bad boy a'int i?) is the part where i'm so likely to call it a day once i make that four units or more regardless of how i made it, luck or as a result of skill. :cat::whip:
so but anyway that last paragraph you wrote above is pretty accurate as to what i'm up to i guess. unfortunately i'm not getting much in comps, probably cause i don't spend a heck of a lot of time playing for the most part, well i don't really care that much about that aspect anyway. some how i do every so often get room offers and free play tickets and meals.