Good read. Id like to think that I have few illusions about the games glamor. I haven't played many live games, but I learn from others. I've.watched players chew through 2k in 30 minutes at my usuall haunt. $5 min!!! I train very hard and there are days where i feel my brain has fried from processing all the information.
But half the fun is because it requires so much effort. There is no feeling quite like walking in to their casino and walking out with their money and knowing that it wasn't luck it was skill that won the day. Its the winning that i like. I make 11.27 and hour, 18.03 when I double noc shift. I probly make more from my job than I will at bj, at least for the foreseeable future.
I'm.somehing of a risk taker. I like to backpack, and i cant tell you how many times I've.been in foriegn countries up a creek without a paddle. This one time in germany (short version).... I was mugged, left in berlin and had a small bag, a laptop, and a deck of cards. With no money I wondrred how i was gonna eat that day. I had learned a few magic.tricks.with cards and i used u tube to quickly learn some more easy but very entertaining tricks. Then it was time to hits the street and bars and get to buskin.
Didn't matter that I spoke almost no german. Didn't matter that I was scared, or broke, or worried. I had to work.with what I had and if this was gonna work, I had to push all.those.emotions outta my head and turn to.
On average I made 10 euros in 4 hours. Wasn't much, but with the.help of.friends and.allies I made during this time I pulled through and got home.
Sorry for the long and personal story. Not trying talk myself up or anything, but I just wanted.it.to be known that I'm no stranger to grinding :joker:my way back to sqare one.