2 things aslan. 1, I thank you for the compliment. I assume living up to the username was meant as a compliment. lol And 2, and more important is is your first point and I'm not talking about this specific session that we have discussed in this thread. It only lasted about 12 minutes and I think we have sufficently discussed and over discussed it now. lol
But in more general term, while we have all had those shoes that you win a good amount the first half, only to give it back by the end of the shoe, and it is indeed a bad feeling,
but, to not do so crosses the voodoo line. Anyone who considers not putting your big wager out when called for because you have already won some hands, is severely lacking as an AP.
It is one thing to have voodoo thoughts creep (like a panther...lol) into your brain, I will confess to this even in the last 2 weeks since this incident, but quite another to act on them. One needs to chase those evil thoughts away with a broom, cross, silver bullet or garlic cloves. Whatever it takes as quick as possible. lol Put that big bet out there when called for. Don't even think about it. That will only get you into trouble. just do it!