crossing of the Rubicon
Well, this may come as a shock, but winning is definitely more fun than losing.
This weekend I really wanted to get in a fairly serious number of hands. I figured the only way out of the slump was to grind my way out of it.
When I was looking for games, I was operating with two general rules of thumb. a) I really wanted to play heads up or with limited people at the table, and b) I really wanted to stick to double deck games if at all possible. Now, around these parts, (b) may be a fairly dodgy proposition, as the DD games all had barely over 50% penetration. A few had surrender, at least.
I didn't expect much, but I visited two joints on Friday night. Too crowded to get in much play, and when I did, I managed to lose some. A real drag, especially since I was only operating with ATM money, so I was kind of short-stacked.
Saturday and Sunday I started fairly early in the mornings. Since joints tended not to have a lot of tables open, I spent a lot of time waiting for one to empty out, and "wonging" to it, because of the count, but seeking less crowded tables. I did manage to get in possibly 3 hours of heads up play over the weekend, which I would call fairly miraculous (And most of the rest of the play was only with 1 or 2 other people). I mainly stuck to DD, but I did end up playing about four 6D shoes off-the-top. No wonging opportunities showed themselves when I looked for them in between hopping between tables.
At one place, my white-rabbiting became comical, at least to me. Only two pits were open in the morning, and only one of them (the higher roller area) had any games that were non-full. However, as I was avoiding ploppies and horrible counts in 6D shoes, I ended up playing at five or even six different tables over the course of an hour, but all in the same pit. So I became pals with the two floor supervisors. It began to get silly, so I cut the session short.
Oh, and I also got to use some fun negative-index plays in a stupidly negative count.
On the upside for the weekend, I got a nice win out of the whole thing, up $2400. I bet into quite a few high counts over the weekend with my max bet ($250), and the high counts were generally pretty good to me. I also just topped my personal record for biggest single hand, when I had over $1000 on the table. And I actually won that hand, unlike my previous personal max. This was and especially nice surprise, the splits were defensive, and I was at a slight disadvantage.
On the downside, I think I may have found a breaking point at one of the local places I'm quite fond if. It's the lowest-rolling joint that I frequent, and when I got the max bet pushed out, I immediately had two floormen hawking my play. Now, everyone was really friendly, and I wasn't backed off or anything, but a few key details lead me to believe that it's a 50/50 chance that they had me pegged, or were just about to have me pegged. I've got to figure out when I want to go back there, and more importantly, how I want to comport myself when I do return.
All in all, a good weekend. But I also crossed an symbolid threshold:
After I redeposited the money into bank account, my gambling bankroll* officially swelled to more than the amount of money I have in my employer's 401(k) plan. And I've been a diligent little saver for the last couple of years, so this is a really substantial chunk of change to me. And more symbolically, I think it demostrates that I'm through the looking glass with this whole advantage gambling thing.
And, looking back at my experiences so far, it still begs the question "Who the **** really does this?". Who really goes out and plays a couple hundred dollars a hand at a game with a built in disadvantage? While the hell pushes a grand out on the table in a situation where they have a 2% disadvantage, just because it's the less bad option? Why do people keep going to Vegas?
It's all crazy.
*Disclaimer: again, lest the gentle reader think that card counting is the path to easy riches, I must point out that of the $28k in my bankroll at the moment, the vast majority of it (around $20k) was from a year's worth of online casino hustling, not from honest work like card counting.